Monday, February 5, 2007

Random Thoughts

 

Day 37, Hour 14, Minute 36, Second 14

 

To My Love,

 

I find on this cold morning, all life is waking and is still. It seems the frost from the night has caused even the warmest of hearts to be stilled. It is during this time that I was awoken with inspiration to reach out to you. My mind constantly thinks about you  and all the wonderful times that were shared. Wanting to know how things are and wishing to be able to hear your laugh. To know that the laugh was one of the purest of enjoyment was like the sources way of saying “Job Well Done”. It is during this coldest of times that I chose to reach back and find a correspondence you once shared with me.

 

To lay a kiss on your lips,
so gentle and delicate
is like picking the drops of dew
off the petals of a rose.

I hold you close and feel safe,
sheltered in from the rain,
from the storms that grow and surround me.
I take your hand and look into your eyes
and see a heart made of gold and soul so pure.

You see you are an angel, an angel to me.
I could not help but fall madly in love with you,
the one who stole my heart.

I’m glad you did
because I could never find one such as you...
Some one who makes each day the best,
each laugh the longest,
each tear the saddest,
and a life, my life, worthwhile.

 

 

I find the ultimate warmth in your words. I hold them so near and dear to my soul. These words are where I go when I find that this war is getting the best of me. I find this to be the ultimate compliment of your view of me. I accept them and thank the source for giving them to you for delivery. I have allowed this to be my security blanket. These words are written by someone who has begun to find themselves being transparent and allowing their soul to reach out and connect with another.

 

I Love You truly Fatima. My heart, mind, and body await no other. I hope that as each day goes by, you begin to feel and understand how much you mean to me and through the source I have a love for you that goes so much further then a liking of temporary things. Your existence allows me to become the man the source wants me to be. All this is stated to let you know that on this earth, there is 499 piece jigsaw puzzle of a knight. You and you alone carry the piece the will complete him.

 

I ask for hope, faith, and love; but the greatest of these will always be LOVE.